Insecurities: Yay or Nay?

Assalamualaikum and Hi! hahaha feel like I'm making new entry everyday..I don't know why I love to write nowadays *impact from last iv ohmaiii okay just kidding I think it's better for me to write more before I get into Unis life that some people said really tough and it's hard to find your own free time..okay I'm not really sure if it's real or not because I don't even get to experience it myself huhu...

Lets get started to the topic I mention in my title above..I think it has become a hot topic nowadays because of our modern life and lots of new things happening around us..Insecurities? what did you really understand about it? this is what I personally think about what is insecurities. Insecurities is the thing that make us feel lack of something in our life. For the true meaning of insecurity is uncertainty or anxiety about oneself; lack of confidence. *this is what I googled from

Everyone feel insecure about themself even me I feel insecure about lots of things for example I feel like why is that girl is so pretty her skin is so beautiful not like mine..How she become so intelligent in everything she does and why can't I become like her..Why she can buy she want and go travel around the world without ever thinking of lack of money...These may sound that I'm not grateful for what had god given to me but this is what is happening to me because of the disease that is called insecurity maybe it is different from you.

It is normal to feel insecure because we are human and not absolutely perfect. The reason why we feel insecure because we want to be accepted by the society. Society bring a lot of impact for this problem and added with social media that had becoming an astounding effect for us today because social media always show beautiful people and ridicilous goals that keep trending and viral.The more we focuses about the thing we hate about ourself the more we disregard the beautiful things about us.

What should we do to overcome this problem? So lets me give some tips that can benefit all of you and me myself. First thing first, keep reminding ourself that we are beautiful and one of the kind and that you are great no one can be like you..they can imitiate you but they can't duplicate you *from song I have heard hahahha...By reminding ourself, it will lift our spirit a bit higher and boost our positive auras..Next thing is keep standing for yourself if people keep on judging about how you look like, about how you act or anything about you. Don't be with people who like to pick up your part NEVER! LEAVE THEM!. Be confidence *I'll make entry about this too..Have a self mastery. This means mental mastery it is what you think of. What you think today becomes what you are tomorrow so forget about what people might think about you they will not be with you in 5 years more so why bother right?

Thats all from me always states in our mind that people with a beautiful heart is what matter for..Keep motivates ourself..insecurites might come but be smart how to handle it okay!! Good luck!!

Much Love, Fath

Book's Review! : Pelukis Jalanan

Assalamualaikum and HI!!! I hope everyone has a nice day huhu....this is my first ever review entry and I think I need to write more about review of books I love and product that I love to used or maybe DIY PROJECT!!! *even tak creative mana acah je pun boleh kot

I got this book from my best of the best friend as a present hahahahah *yelah tu Thanks for this inspiring book!! *you know who you are

I write this review based on what I love about the book and try to relate the story to my life and gives some moral value based on the book itself *ala mcm kita buat time sekolah tu gitu2 ler...so have fun reading them kay ^-^

Let me introduce the book first. The title of this book is Pelukis Jalanan and kalau Teme nak buat english version it might sounds like this 'Street Artist' if make sense *luls xO..This book was written by Teme Abdullah. For those who don't know who is Teme you can just Google it out and it will bring you straight to his blog. I've known his blog since 2014. My first impression of his blog was like WOW! the blog is great and filled with lots of interesting entry and like one of the kind *rare *-*
and with cartoon script make it more fun to read. I've read almost all of his entry and the most funny one is Bee and Panpan go and check them out!*okay habeh cita pasai Teme back to the book..

The book was published by Iman Publication a well known publisher that had produce lots of great book like ESC *I've own this book!! and many more go and check them out for mind blowing books huhu..

About the book: Pelukis Jalanan tellls us about Teme's life in pursuing his studies in London without any sponsorship okay I repeat NO SCHOLARSHIP!!! At first, I was like biar betul...boleh ke..mahai kott dia dpt duit mana..hahahha my silly *sorry Teme it was just my though..and after reading this book my perception was 100% wrong huhu...*buat malu ja..-_- This book also tell me about what he has gone through thick and thin of his journey there and many more!!

The things that I had learn from this book are we have to go out from our comfort zone and face the challenge out there. I know it's hard to do that because we are not feeling any pressure and just comfortly living our normal life and we think why should feel pressure while we can have fun right? Getting out from our comfort zone may be a bit hard because we have to resist every challenge to go to the top but it is really worth it..so why not? take a bigger or even huge step ahead from others! Good luck!

Moreover, this book also tell me that it's okay to make mistake so that we can learn from it and do our very best next time and in future.

Sometimes we might face many hardship in life.For example, hardship in study back in my SPM years I always stress out because I don't get good grades and it was so hard to understand some topics and many more. I feel like study is so hard that I almost give up and then I keep motivating myself to keep going no matter how hard it is. 'With Hardship, there is relief''[94:5]

Lastly, I just wanna say that Pelukis Jalanan does give me a big impact to myself and really inspiring me a lot..For those who want to read something that can motivates you I would recommend this book for you I'm sure you can get something out of it. You did a great job Teme!

Much love, Fath

cute book cover!

nah hadiah sign Teme je la 

nice quotes

Asasi TESL's IV!!

Assalamualaikum!! Hi gaiss!! Fuhh lama gok berkabung lepas result ritu hahahha beranai dah blog ai huhu..

As you can see from the title above hahahaha my first ever interview!!! SAY HOOOO!! Saje hakak letak tajuk gitu senang kalau search kat guugle teros kuar huhu..Okay I'm gonna start my IV's  journey hahahah*start tulis dalam english huhu bukan bajet or stuff XD

Firstly, I was really excited to go for this interview and it's my first choice in UPU actually I never though about this course in the first place hahahha just random after my SPM's result I think why not I try my luck *nak amik pharmacy tapi bio B+ je T-T sobs...and punya tak sabar nye nak tgk dpt ke pergi IV every hour, minute and second check kot hahahah and finally I got to go!!!!yeahhhh punya seronok lerrr *my mother was the happiest one hahaha

The IV was held in Dungun and it is just one hour plus plus from Kemaman so we departed from home around 11:00 a.m. Once we arrived there it was so early about two hour before the IV so we had some lunch and Zohor skali..

After solat prepared everything and hurriedly to the UiTM *mmg lambat gila nak dekat kul 2 doh
and the moment we arrived there we had to look for the faculty and the UiTM's area itself was sooo big and my mom ask the guard and everything baru la jumpa..

With sweat around my body I got into the Test room *mcm bilik kuliah ler huhu...when the test had started I was like did I enter Cambridge unis right nowwwww!!! The passage was very high class the grammar the bombastic word all in one passage and we had to answer 15 question based on the passage *aku apa lagi yg soklan bagai nak rak tu aku pun mendadu buta XD and another section was essay hahahaha it has been ages since I last wrote an essay weyhhhhhhh and the title of the essay was 'Benefit of learning foreign language' Perah punya perah keluaq la idea hahahha and my upside down grammar #SADLYFE and sigh along the way....hahahahahah

The second session was real interview!! Freak out gaisss!!! my turn was way too long that was 11 hahaahh and waiting session begin with the hot weather plus nervous seriously can't be help. Fortunately, there were few friends that I make there so we had some chit chat to reduce our nervousness and they were all debaters like seriously *speaking mcm ayaq weyhhh and I was like litttle sweet girl huhu *dok pasa -_- One by one coming out from the IV's room and there was the hell it was my turnnnnn breath in breath out fuhh~~~ and enter the cold room with two interviewers inside one man and another one was woman....

I gave out my cerficates and all the stuff and the man interviewer asked me to sit down...okay I seated calmly huhu and there begin the question...

1. Introduce yourself *this is the must okay so be prepared
2. Tell me your hobby *I mention Aisyah Shakirah here!!! my all time idol huhu
3. why do you choose TESL
4.what else do you choose for UPU
5. what can you do to make english interesting
6.tell me your positive side and weakness
7. why english and not history science or math

there was many more but I don't really remember cause I was so nervous at that time..guess what my eyes were watery hahahahha*I was not crying kayy

That's all my first interview journey hahahhah kalau adik2 nak tau answer hakak utk those question mention je dlm shoutbox tu huhu jgn malu2 kay....
And for those yg bakal menghadapi iv good luck!! do your best!!

Much love Fath <3

my hand writting since 4 month ago

study hajaaa

starving lepaih iv hahahha

pucat lepaih keluaq bilik iv 

demam DOTS walaupun dah lama abih T-T
BIG BOSS <3